Male Age: 2/4/1990 17GF – Like i’m in a black and white

Male
Age: 2/4/1990

17GF

– Like i’m in a black and white art deco movie like metropolis, struggling for my humanity as part of the working class over the bourgeois

– looks like an eclipse is heralding the end of the world while a woman looks blankly at her reflection in the river judging whether she should escape impending doom now or wait for the onslaught. some guys are unloading supplies in a vain attempt to wait out the rapture.

– bad stuff

15

– like i’m gonna get raped in the church.

– a man holds his hands together as if in mourning or retrospection as he stands looking at a grave, surrounded suffocatingly by more graves and more death.

– he will walk away, and later join his lost brothers, either here or through some other ritual of death.

8BM

– like i’m assisting dr. mengele in the concetration camps

– you got two perfectly sane men performing an autopsy in the background under bad lighting, so maybe it’s in the 1800s, and then you have the kid from the omen sucking your soul out while what looks like the stock of a rifle leans unrealistically on the side of the drawing.

– they’ll figure out why he died, and then their brains will be eaten by the antichrist.

12F

– like my mother just said something racist in my ear

– its like when your mother says something to you quietly in another language so no one will understand it and while you find it offensive you look around awkwardly and irrationally, and snicker to each other.

– they’ll go on with their lives

6GF

– like my dad is going to confront me about somehting i don’t want to talk about

– mrs beaver is suprised when mr. beaver comes out behind her to ask her where she was last night or something something and she, tired of all the lies, has to make up a reason quick.

– who knows, leave it to beaver was such a thrilling show!

1

– like i should have practiced piano more

– hans is sitting at his play table, staring at the violin his uncle bought him for his birthday, and is contemplating how one goes about playing such a thing, with some piece of music underneath to help clue him in.

– he will pick up the instrument and play it like a guitar.

2

– like someone is trying to escape her country origins

– belle, while walking to the library, encounters a farmwife and her servant plowing the fields. after mocking her for trying to learn something, the farmwife leans against her shed and smiles to herself while the servant continues to guide the workhorse. belle, defiantly, goes on her way. won’t anyone understand her thirst for knowledge?!

– she runs into a hairy man and teaches him how to shave.

13MF

– ashamed

– bob wakes up at 4 am, next to what looks like a lifeless body, but as the alcohol from last night still burdens his mind it’s hard to tell if she’s not just suffering the same mental stagnation as he is trying to overcome. he gets up, dressed, wipes the crust from his eyes, and tries to put together the past few hours and how this woman’s breast seem to defy gravity.

– i’d cop a feel just to understand whats going on. it kind of depends on what bob can put together of the past few hours.

4

– loved

– johnson, after receiving a call over the radio that the cattle rustlers are back, tries to leave the sheriff’s office where he and betty were going over how she needed him to find her lost dog. before he can get to the door, betty drops all pretense and tries to stop johnson from confronting the rustlers, in what surely will end in his death. but johnson, being a man of righteousness, and duty, puts aside whatever feelings he might have for betty(he’s never taken the time to understand what they are) and continues to the door

– its an old hollywood movie, everything ends up ok

18 GF

– old, and missed

– martha stares into the glazed over eyes of her husband jack, who, after falling down the incomprehensibly steep stairs they have in their old, 18th century brownstone, told her he loved her for the last time, and that for dinner she should make him a sandwich.

– at the funeral, martha will place a tunafish sandwich in the casket to be buried with jack.